残废

残而不废，值得钦佩。
不残而废，被人唾骂。

Cheated!

Yesterday was at Watson, searching for a lip balm with SPF to protect my lips when I go Krabi this early May. Normally I don't use lip balm at all, because I moisturize my lip with plenty of water. Many said lips, like our skin, need protection against the sunlight to slow down ageing...But I just don't like to put on oil on my lips.

So I browsed through all the lip balms on the shelf, searching for cheaper one as I dont really care about the quality as long as my lips never get darker after hours of sun exposure...

And I saw this, ZA vitamin lip balm, SPF26, with a label written: discount 50%!



The original price was RM14.90, so after discount, it will be around RM7.50. I think it is reasonable~So I went to pay for it with my mom, and the price turned out to be RM14.90...
I was puzzled, so I went to look at the label at the shelf...
I picked up the label and read: RM14.90, 50% discount, correct.....
But there was a tiny statement that i missed, which was hidden: with purchase of one ZA product...
This time really "ZA" DAO....
I ended up buying the most expensive lip balm on the shelf...@@#$%^&*!&
Anyway it is tasty with tinge of ascorbic acid flavour.Which is pleasant.

Distressing

This is really really distressing....
It is not because we are not hardworking enough, it is simply because we don't have luck.
The only thing that make me sick of labour room....is the never ending waiting for NOTHING...
NOTHING AT ALL.
Ok, now enthusiasm worn out by long hour of waiting...and the monsters keep on scolding us for trivial things or for nothing.No matter u are right or wrong.They just wanna scold u.
Absurd.
And now i had to plead ppl for giving me a chance to deliver, which is something I despise....
Why I had to plead?When this is our priority...When u want us to complete an assignment but there is no good environment and we have to struggle ourselves to survive, this is called 放屁。。。
I hate labour room now. Hate the place. Hate the environment. But not the job. There are still housemans and Drs, nurses who are really nice...

Hate it.

Headache headache headache....that is why I dont like argument....
Threw out some harsh words...then felt guilty...



Ignore it...it is not important at all...Just break it and make it utterly shattered instead of keeping it...it does not matter...all u have is not merely that...



Don't be childish.u are no kid anymore...do no harm.explain whenever u have chance because the second chance might not ever come. misunderstanding only makes thing worse and worse...and eventually become irreversible...so solve it...

In The Lift

Yesterday. I stepped into the lift, going to 7E. Whole crowd of people followed.
An uncle glanced at my name tag and talked to his relative/ friend.Basically he was talking alone whereas his friend just smiled.Maybe he thought It's not good to criticize in front of ppl.
"I told my daughter, not to be a doctor." He said loudly, intentionally, as if i never listen.
"A doctor must be dedicated. Must give full commitment. So they have NO LIFE" He looked at me.
"A doctor must treat patient holistically.Not just the disease itself."This sentence is so familiar...Uncle also studies PCM ah...
"I told my daugther not to study medicine, if you think you're going to make money by becoming a doctor, you are WRONG!"
"Are you a doctor?"He said.
"No, medical student." I replied.
"Doctors must be very dedicated. So they have no life."

These were what he said to me during the 2 minutes in the lift.
I did not say a word. Just listened, nodded my head and gave him a smile.
In some points, he's very right. Undeniable. But, why did he say that to me?
I could see that he was cynical, to me, to doctor-to-be students, to the doctors.
I wonder whether that's the words he told her daughter after her daughter failed to gain an entrance to medical school?

Once, a sister in the operation theatre also told me, she strictly prohibit her daughter to become a doctor. She even restrained her daughter to study science stream, in order to kill her any will to embark in medical field. She has seen so many young doctors tortured during their housemanships. She does not want her daughter to suffer.
I understand her purpose. And she's right.

The man was right. After i started my medical school, sometimes, sometimes I think that I don't have life. (But actually i have, i believe i still have). I don't have freedom. I am going to sink. What the helluva EXAMS...(anywhere. any course, when there is exam, there's no life)

Shouldn't the society be more encouraging to us?
Maybe i m not strong enough.
Just take it as motivation...

stupid thief

my new imported biscuits was stolen by stupid thief.a big box just vanished like that....so frustrated yet so funny.

My room was BROKEN in!!

This is a letter I intend to write to the authority. I lost an external hard disc and MP4. ANGRY!!It is not the money or value that cause my heartache, but it is the matter of the things i stored inside...pictures, movies, music, my sister's animation, pictures?!!
If you have anything to add, fry, condemn.... do let me know.thanks.i think i m quite gentle from the way i wrote.I really want to say:what the heck!

To whom it may concern,

Complaint About Break-in at Student’s Hostel at Hospital Tuanku Ampuan Rahimah

I, the above named, would like to lodge a complaint about the recent break-in at our hostel, which occurred at room XXXX, on 13 March 2009, Friday, 1.30pm.

2. For your information, the hostel was unoccupied for 2 weeks as we, as Phase IIIA medical students of University Malaya, had to complete our Community Resident Project starting from 02.03.09-15.03.09 at different districts in Pahang. On 13 March 2009, I came back from Pahang to my hostel. I was shocked to find that my door was not locked. When I opened the door, I found out that the grills at the windows of my room were prised open!

3. Initially, what crossed my mind was some workers entered my room to do some repairs. Who else could have the duplicate keys to our rooms other than the management? I am not blaming the management for the loss, it is merely my assumption that someone has somehow manage to duplicate the key. I once heard from the security guard the hostel door was difficult to break in as the door lock was secure. To my shock, when I opened my drawer, I found that my external hard disc and MP4 worth RM200 and RM100 respectively were disappeared!

4. My friend’s room, room YYYY was broken into in the same manner. She lost a printer which was locked inside the cupboard; whereas my roommate lost a handphone worth RM1000 which was locked inside the drawer, a charger and a branded pen. The total lost was estimated to be RM2000.00.

5. We took for granted that leaving our valuable stuff inside the room while flocking out for 2 weeks is an unwise action. But, how could we stay here, in Asrama Perubatan Hospital Tuanku Ampuan Rahimah peacefully when our safety is so threatened and endangered. This statement is based on:
(i) The security level of this hostel is lax and could easily be breached.
(ii) Intruders are able to move freely and linger inside our room while we are not around
(iii) The intruders are so brilliant, even things we locked safely in the drawers and
Cupboards with padlocks were successfully broken into.

6. Without speedy action, we cannot sleep peacefully every night thinking of the burglary. What if someone enters our rooms at night? I would not dare think of the terrible consequences of that happening. I would suggest that the security of the hostel and its surrounding be beefed-up so that future hostelites would not become victims. In addition, security checks should be done more often and the locking system should be reviewed.

Thank you.

埋怨？

看别人不顺眼，是自己修养不够。
生气，是拿别人的过错来惩罚自己。这个道理，小学时老师就教过了。所以，能够避免，我都不会让自己生气。
要批评别人时，先想想自己是否完美无缺？
人的眼睛长在前面，只看到别人的缺点，丝毫看不到自己的缺点。
莫说他人短与长，说来说去自遭殃。若能闭口深藏毒舌，便是修复品行第一方。

经常怪罪别人，是不是因为自己心胸狭窄呢？
面具，谁不曾戴过？只是，不要忘了把它摘下来。久了，你就会跟他融为一体。
世界是美好，或是邪恶， 是靠自己如何去看待。
有句话说得好，透过锁匙洞去看这个世界，这个世界时渺小的！
别埋怨别人让你愤世嫉俗，是你自己把快乐的钥匙遗失了。
与其责怪，倒不如换个角度看待某件事？
以为自己用言语能够在别人背后刺人，其实如果他人品德高尚，根本不知道你发了疯。

management of resources??

Can you believe?
that We actually have to study about managing human resource, finance, materials...
this Tuesday have to sit for this PPD paper.
Cant really appreciate it...
They say it is for the sake of our future...
In case we are going to run a hospital or health clinic...
In case we are distributed to rural area...
Hate it...difficult to remember, man...

Crazy Human Doing Crazy Things

Read a ridiculous and absurd news in NST:
A cow, with 5 months of pregnancy, was thrown into the sea by the villagers because they believed the cow was impregnated by a villager.This happened somewhere in Jakarta.
That particular dude was caught having sexual intercourse with this animal. A ceremony was held to drag the pity cow into the sea as a way to discard his sins.
Shit, what law was that? To cover his shames by killing animal?
It was not the cow's fault. Moreover, pregnancy is imposible between animals and mankind due to differences in chromosomes and genetics.
It is the man who should be THROWN into the sea.