别读得太仔细。

缘份是本书，翻得不经意会错过，读得太仔细会流泪。

Yeah.Almost A Year....

As you said...almost a year without a post. I should update myself again.
I am fine here. Spending a year, living a life of solitude but I enjoy it.
It gives me more time to learn about myself.
Of course on and off I did write.
But It's just negative emotions that I do not like to reveal.
No place is safer than your heart and brain.

Life has up and down.
I guess it's time to move on and to think about next destination.
Looking forward to July and December...

Blue

It's been some time since I really spend time on blogging...
Anyhow,this is just a virtual space...
You cannot get to know a person well just via a blog, right.
But I admit lately I am feeling blue.
19 June 2013 was the day I ended my housemanship at HRPB.
Going to report to Hosp Slim River on 1st July...
Damn,time really waits for no man
Still can remember how i started my first posting in O&G department and then orthopaedics,medical,surgical,paediatrics and finally anaesthesiology...
I do not know what posting I am going to get for my MO ship.Sad to say that,but most of us really cannot decide on what we really want in this critical period in Perak state.
I feel envy,towards my friends at other state, where they can stay back in tertiary hospital in the department they like.
Whereas our fate is being tossed by the superior.
Well,for them we need to menjunjung perintah kerajaan...keputusan always muktamad while some people still able to pull string.
Sometimes just feel fed up.
No wonder more and more people leaving to Singapore...
Ah,just hope can go into medical or anesthesiology department.

True/False questions

3 True/false questions in my life that I will never forget:

1)Malaysia exports rice.
2)You can listen to your own heart sounds.
3)"Negaraku" means our national anthem.

But I will never forget the answers, to me are funny.

看着十三岁小孩年纪轻轻就离开。
还未尝尽人间美好事物。
想起了你。
春天该很好，你若尚在场。

12/12/12

结束了今天，要等个一百年，才会从轮到有1/1/1，2/2/2，3/3/3，etc 的日子。
上世纪的人也是这么看待这一天吗？
如果今天能许个愿望，那我只有一个愿望。
不过我是 一个这样的人，不知到要许什么，最后抱头大睡算了。

Asking me to believe in God is like asking you not to believe in God.

Back to oncall system

Am doing paediatrics rotation now...whereby there's no shift system here....every week has to do 2 calls...each time has to work for 30 hours...then you get one and half day off..At least it is better than last time...where you dont get PM off and the next day you still have to work as usual...which is very exhausting.

I find myself quite ok with 6A call..learned a lot during my call.And importantly dealing with young kids. Just don't like NICU call...dont have confidence dealing with fragile livings...
Clerked an occular myasthenia gravis case during on call, who presented with bilateral drooping of eyelids at the end of the day for one month. And assisted in doing Tensilon test!!First time seeing.
Very excited to see the kid's eyes recovered after intramuscular injection of neostigmine. Thanks to the specialist.Great inspiration to move on...

Next week will be doing 3 oncalls....sigh...Hope it is a motivating one...