12/12/12

结束了今天，要等个一百年，才会从轮到有1/1/1，2/2/2，3/3/3，etc 的日子。
上世纪的人也是这么看待这一天吗？
如果今天能许个愿望，那我只有一个愿望。
不过我是 一个这样的人，不知到要许什么，最后抱头大睡算了。

Asking me to believe in God is like asking you not to believe in God.

Back to oncall system

Am doing paediatrics rotation now...whereby there's no shift system here....every week has to do 2 calls...each time has to work for 30 hours...then you get one and half day off..At least it is better than last time...where you dont get PM off and the next day you still have to work as usual...which is very exhausting.

I find myself quite ok with 6A call..learned a lot during my call.And importantly dealing with young kids. Just don't like NICU call...dont have confidence dealing with fragile livings...
Clerked an occular myasthenia gravis case during on call, who presented with bilateral drooping of eyelids at the end of the day for one month. And assisted in doing Tensilon test!!First time seeing.
Very excited to see the kid's eyes recovered after intramuscular injection of neostigmine. Thanks to the specialist.Great inspiration to move on...

Next week will be doing 3 oncalls....sigh...Hope it is a motivating one...

Can this does wonder to skin?Wondering

Cost me RM148 from the drug store...but heard my friend said can buy these at RM130 from usual pharmacy store. One box has 16 bottles, which give you a month of supply...

Bought this 2 weeks back....when my mood dipped down...And that time my skin developed reaction the sun.Very dry and irritated..so gotta test something claimed very powerful for youthful and soft skin...Which is the Collagen drink! Heard good commenst from a friend's brother, oh yes, brother....so i cannot control myself from buying this....NH colla-plus..

Thought it will taste disgusting...but seriously it tasted good...like fruit juice...and I dont feel that i am drinking any collagen form of fluid...

So let's see whether it does wonder or not....One month time for myself...

人因为追梦而不孤单。我的梦呢？

无题

我送过最特别的礼物，是部落格。。。吧？
你尽情吧。我不会打扰你。
谢谢你对我的信任。在我认为我快找不到时。

Feel dumb.Blessed.Grateful

Cant believe myself.Never thought of doing this.
I've studied this page few times only...Everytime when I assisted, I couldn't really appreciate what they were doing as the Lanz incision is so small and always the abdomen layers appear to be so thick and deep to peep inside.
Not until i was offered a chance to do it two days back!
I felt so dumb for not mastering my tie knot.Since medical school i was not good...Feel like bang my head to the wall...
But i am blessed with a good registrar who taught me patiently from skin incision until we found the appendix together...
The feeling of cutting was so exciting!
When both of us found the appendix, he said:"it's all yours"...
He is such a nice MO...I will call him my BOSS...:D
Suddenly, it's so inspiring...I think I will miss this posting because of him...and some other nice MOs
Surgery posting is not that bad after all...
If I were to become a surgeon, then this is the turning point.
But I know I am not gonna be..

Of course, because of me, a simple operation that normally takes 30 minutes became one and half hour.Finally he has proceeded fast in order not to fuss up the anaest.
Anyway, feel blessed to be supervised by him and I am very grateful.:D

如果思念是一种病 ，那我觉得我病了.
Sick.i think i'm sick.